Why? Because I can. [Mainly because I have nothing to do]


College, you ask? Well, frustrating, as always. Stealing my life away every day a little more? All the time. Making me one miserable child? Very much so. But this year, somehow, someway, it has been multiplied by 3 then other years. Like, first year, I did okay the first semester, second semester wasn't that great because of the fact that I found myself being in love and too devoted to this guy to even notice I have to do studies. What happens? He breaks up with me on summer. First semester of my second year wasn't exactly great...why? Because I found myself doing the whole "Look at me, I'm just fine without you" when in reality his face just pissed me off beyond belief. Plus the fact that starting the year, My best friend had passed away, and that took an UBER serious toll on me. So, i lowered my grades for being completely immature for the whole ex boyfriend thing, but I can't blame myself for being too nostalgic over my best friends passing. So with this, I also want to add, Shamir....Rest in peace! I miss you TERRIBLY!
So, in present...how is college? SUCKS! I'm getting okay grades, but it's seriously frustrating me and slowly eating whats left of my soul. I dropped one class......I had NEVER done that. I felt very disappointed with myself. But, it had to be done.

Love life? Tremendous! Awesome! Spectacular! Beyond imaginable! I love the guy, and I haven't been this happy in a while. It's been [almost] 8 months. And I still get those butterflies and I still get red whenever I'm going to see him. And it's all so awesome. I love you Isander!!!!!!!! Te amo, te amo, te amo, te amo!!!!!!

Family life? We're all kinda struggling with our economic situation. Not enough to say that there wont be a Christmas, but still struggling. But we find ourselves being the same as before. United as a family as always, just fine. Struggling together, but just fine.

Friends? Well....I have my chosen few. After SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much disappointment from SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much of those whom I called "best friends" for almost my entire life...I have learned that I wont be calling any of these best friends. They're people I love dearly, they're people whom I love to hang out with, whom I have an awesome time. But, when it gets down to one point....I cant trust 90% of these people with my situations. So, I hang out with them, I love them dearly...But I'm sorry, I've had so much hardships with people who have been named my best friends, that I just can't afford to have one again.

umm...what else? I see nothing........so, I leave